this wasn’t why i really needed to take a break but now it is definitely another reason i’m going to be gone the rest of the week and i know it’s a reason why i felt something telling me to take a break. my neighbor died today. such a beautiful, kind, sweet soul with a big heart, so loving, a beautiful person but who’s body was going through the worst things for the longest time, the longest i can remember. i cant even. begin to imagine. i never got to say goodbye. but she’s in a better place , a good place , and not in pain anymore .... for the first time in 20 years. rest in peace angel. i don’t know what to do. i’m going to miss you everyday of my life. and my heart will forever feel like it’s lost a piece. but you have a place in my heart that no one will ever be able to replace. i love you. everyone, talk to your friends n family, hug them, kiss them, cherish every moment, don’t take a second you have with them for granted. because you never know when it will be the last.
as i’m finishing typing this it’s the next day and i haven’t stoped crying and don’t think i ever will.