This day... How can 4 years be gone 😔
This picture... 💔
Posting this picture hurts my heart, almost as much as this day. I hate seeing and remembering my mom when her cancer was at its worst, I love remembering her like this.. young with the most beautiful thick black hair, loving smile, and warming eyes. I hate today, that eerie feeling I get when I wake up, that phone call I’m waiting to hear all day, the news I never wanted to come. Time is the weirdest thing, some days are easy, the anniversary of you leaving is joyful! Not this year, this year my heart weighs 211 tons, this year it’s hard to breath, this year I just don’t want to accept it, this year.. 😔
I love you more then every grain of sand on the earth, I love you as you love me. I will see you at the top, I promise promise! .