#anorexicgirl

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FDOE Of my first summer day. Since I’m at a place where my ED first started, it’s harder to feel hungry and my mind started slightly rushing after a long time... but it’ll pass, it has to. One of My all time biggest best friends is coming to this area in a month and I know she’ll support the hell out of me. I must stay calm. For her :3 #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
Trigger Warning. Not my picture. - So, today I am going to try and fast. I'm going to drink lots of water with ice (to give myself the illusion that I'm eating). If I fail to go without calories today, I'm going to post on my story what I eat. - I'm prepared to be disappointed in myself. But honestly, whatever I decide to eat I'll probably just purge it afterwards. Great. - Things have been tough recently with my mental health and I can't really focus on any good things, so I'll I'm going to be thinking about is how ugly and fat I am. I'll distract myself with inspiration. - Reminder: I don't promote or encourage any eds or any kind. I hope you all have it in you to get the help you need. Don't be afraid to message me for anything.
Many people have been asking me to do a FDOE inpatient and then da that they are very helpful and motivational. So i’m doing this to show what the hospital is currently feeding me for weigh restoration. i started on meal plan 4 and am currently on meal plan 6. there is a meal plan 7 that i may move up to if my body needs it but last time i was inpatient i only got up to 6. breakfast - packet of muesli with a serving of full fat milk 🥛 + mixed fruit preserved fruit cup 🍐 🍍 + bread with margarine + jam 🍓 + strawberry yogurt pot morning snack - two packets of muesli + vanilla yogurt pot + chocolate resource plus supplement drink 🥤 🍫 lunch - chicken sandwich 🥪 + peach fruit cup 🍑 + jelly cup + ice cream cup 🍦 afternoon snack - fruit and nut bag 🥜 + ensure juice supplement drink dinner - ravioli with mixed veggies 🌽 + sticky date pudding with custard 🍮 supper - two packets of sultanas with a pot of custard + vanilla ensure supplement drink 🤪 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Leave me some tells, link is in the bio x 🤩💗 #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #fearfood #fearfoods #anorexia #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #anawarrior #recovery #prorecovery #eatittobeatit #recoveryishard #beatana #anorexicgirl #recoverywin #ed #edrecovery #ana #gainingweight #anorexiasupport #anorexianervosa #fighting #mentalillness #inpatient
#afternoonsnack today! Vitasoy and a protein bar. Both were pretty good! TW!! So I'll admit that today I skipped lunch. I know. Shameful. Unacceptable. But my body definitely responded and 'punished' me for it; I was so much slower today during my training. And that definitely was quite a shitty feeling. So it really comes to show how important fueling yourself is and to what extent food affects your performance, your mood, your actions etc. I know that I restricted today and I know I shouldn't have but this has only highlighted to me the importance of food and that without it, you'll get nowhere. And restriction will also bring you nothing. I do not want to feel as slow as I felt today and the only way I'm going to be able to perform properly is with FOOD. Food is ur friend. Food is fuel. However hard, I know what is right and I know what I need to do. Ignore the negative thoughts and do what YOU need to do; EAT. Also, to 'catch up' for the restriction, I had quite a high calorie snack. But I need it and numbers are just numbers and who tf cares about those really. End of TW. Rock on with your recoveries 🤘❤ #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #ed #mentalhealth #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexique #snack #anorexiquerecovery #tca #struggles #roadtorecovery #strongnotskinny #food #eatittobeatit #bodyimage #anorexic #edwarrior #anorexicgirl #recovery #edrecovery #strongerthanmyed
ɪᴏ ᴄʜᴇ ᴘᴇɴsᴏ ᴀʟʟᴇ sᴇʀᴀᴛᴇ ﹕ ᴀᴍɪᴄɪ ᴇ ᴘɪᴢᴢᴀ 🍕 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ che tra parentesi era UNA BOMBA ! e rimanere ancorata a gusti standard, ad abbinamenti “sicuri” sempre uguali per paura di non riuscire a godermi un pasto più sostanzioso, per nervoso nel non riuscire ad sentirmi appagata non esiste più 🚫~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ si supera 🚶🏼‍♂️ si passa oltre perché la mia ansia ha portato a costruire castelli e complessi inutili su ciò che mangio su ciò che controllo ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ si arriva ad un punto in cui non siamo più noi a controllare c’è infatti il rovescio della medaglia che ci fa vivere come burattini. 👤 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ e io sticazzi che vivo ancora così 😂🙌🏻 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ anche con un semplice gesto si capisce quanto mi stia liberando da quel giudice insidioso e mostruoso che vuole dirmi cosa devo fare e chi devo essere ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ stamattina infatti mi sono svegliata alle 7 per lo stomaco che letteralmente brontolava dalla fame ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ogni tanto mi è successo.. e cosa facevo? “angelica dormi, dormi ancora fino alla 8 e mezza almeno così non senti la fame e mangi a quell’ora lì” “angelica non fare colazione adesso” , “non farlo”, “non alzarti puoi controllare la tua fame” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ prima ero talmente convinta di questi pensieri che mi arrendevo e soccombevo a questi pensieri 🌪 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ stamattina però NO stamattina ho IO la scelta e posso fare ciò che VOGLIO ma vi pare che non dobbiamo mangiare alle 7 perché sembra sbagliato? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ rinnovo il detto #sticazzi , mi son alzata e mi son coccolata con una gustosa colazione e diamine 🌞 è così normale e spontaneo perché privarsi di questa libertà? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ d’ora in avanti sarà sempre così perché la scelta è la nostra siamo NOI e non siamo marionette ricordiamolo ♥️ #ana #fight #recovery #anorexicgirl #anoressia #edfighter #dcaitalia #food #rules #siamopiufortinoi 🏆 #bastarimandare #challengeyourself #foodrules #anoressiaitalia #recoveryquotes #motivation #life #vivere #sfidarsi #bealive #anorexiarules #foodislife #fightingfears #fearfoods
FDOE! Today I’m traveling to a different city in my country. It’s where I always spend my summer vacations and it’s also where I first got my ED.. so wish me luck that this summer goes better than the last. Because I know for sure my dad will not let me return home unless I get weight restored this summer. Everyone will also be watching my every move of when I eat and ho much I exercise. Ughh... honestly, wish me luck.. #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
24.08.19 The first time I've ever had granola, and I must say, it's really odd🤔 . I've been really busy with exams (still am) and my phone is really really bad, so I'm going to try to get a new one with my first pay cheque 🙌 (oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I've got a job now😂🤦‍♀️) . #eatittobeatit #noana #ed #edrecovery #recovery #fight #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexicgirl #foodlog #food #eatingdisorder #prorecovery #prorecoveryana
u p d a t e : soooo i’m still in hospital. my postural tachycardia is still really bad sadly. my hr jumps over double when i stand and my blood pressure is low. i thought i had a chance of going home today but i was told because my obs are still really bad i’ll have to be here at least another week. i went up another meal plan today and it’s gonna take me a while to adjust. i feel so sick after every time i eat and every time i have a lot of dairy. i’m just really stressed cause i feel like i don’t need to be here. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Leave me some tells, link is in the bio x 🤩💗 #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #fearfood #fearfoods #anorexia #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #anawarrior #recovery #prorecovery #eatittobeatit #recoveryishard #beatana #anorexicgirl #recoverywin #ed #edrecovery #ana #gainingweight #anorexiasupport #anorexianervosa #fighting #mentalillness #inpatient
♡ 𝚟𝚊𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚟𝚒𝚋𝚎𝚜 ♡
Hey everyone. I'm finally back onto Instagram, after such a long time and I'm honestly so happy to be back. I hope that everyone is progressing amazingly with their recovery and I hope you're all living life to the fullest. I'm really sorry for disappearing off if Instagram for such a long time but a lot of things were going in my life and with my family that the pressure of having to post on my account everyday was getting to much for me. But now I'm back and I'm ready to continue on with my recovery and help others through theirs as well. I'll do a proper update post on my account explaining what happened but I'm not sure how long that'll take as I'm still trying to process it all myself. I hope you're all have an amazing day/evening/night. I love you all and I'm sending lots of strength and support your way. #anorexicgirl #anorexianothealthy #anorexia #ana #anorexiarecovery #anaworrior #anarecovery #anorexianerviosa #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderwarrior  #fuckeatingdisorders #fightanaskinnyass #fightanorexia #recoverywin #fuckana #foodismedicine #foodisfuel #nurishyourbody #nurishnotpunish #depression #eatingdisorder #prorecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #anorexiafight #anafighters #eatingdisorderfighter
Link in bio! Willen jullie dit asjeblieft delen? Om zo de zorg voor mentale problemen te steunen.
Link in bio! Willen jullie dit alsjeblieft delen? om zo de zorg voor mentale problemen zoals anorexia te steunen. Zou lief zijn! En doneren mag natuurlijk ook! En heel veel shoutouts naar jullie allemaal. Ik geloof in jullie en jullie kunnen dit allemaal. Versla die rot eetstoornis en ga leren leven. Ik geloof in jullie😘
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