I’m sitting here at the edge of the ocean enjoying the company of my daughter, sister in law and my niece. I just convinced my daughter to end her collecting of rocks simply because I didn’t want the annoyance of keeping those rocks in a place we don’t have at the moment. Then something clicked inside my brain. I tell her to enjoy the now, to view the rocks beauty in the now and instead of collecting it to throw it back, let another person have the opportunity to also enjoy that rocks beauty.
I love the moments of fatherhood where you inadvertently schooled yourself while trying to simply parent.
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🌿𝙄 𝙣𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨.🌿 𝘌𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘶𝘮𝘢 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘱𝘩𝘺𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭 𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘴.𝘖𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘨𝘰 – 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘮 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥.
𝘉𝘢𝘥 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨.
𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘥 – 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺, 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧.
𝘏𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶?
𝘏𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶? 🌿𝙎𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬. 𝘿𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙚 𝙜𝙪𝙞𝙙𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙗𝙖𝙜𝙜𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙪𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙖𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙧𝙣𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙗𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙖.𝙘𝙤𝙢 🌿
You know... I started this account because I left an abusive relationship. I finally felt able to do things that I really wanted to do, learn new things and really embrace my creativity.
That's not really how it has worked so far
Almost two months ago and I feel so adrift. Lost in the sea of life as the waves keep rushing by me threatening to pull me down. I left and brought my daughter with me, hurling into a future where nothing is certain and I have no real home. I want to feel safe and secure. I want a home so badly. I want to find me again. I want so desperately to be the mother my child deserves. This is so hard.
A lot of people in my life think that I should just be better already... I'm free and I left... But I'm so very far from healed.
One step at a time...one day at a time... One painting or project at a time. I can do this. I know I can.
If you are reading this... I see you. I hear you. I am here for you. If you feel that it is time to leave I will support you. Trust your instincts.
One my favorite shirts i have created for my upcoming clothing line. I am so excited to share this with everyone. I believe this will help people remind themselves and others they are in a state of trying to be a better person!!!!
Як рідко ми радіємо простим речам, останнім часом почала дедалі більше звертати увагу на деталі і дедалі більше не звертати уваги на ті речі які не подобаються, класно коли налаштовуєш свій мозок відсіювати непотрібний контент #happy #summer #flowers #content #fixingmyself