I look back at these messages , and I just am just in shock of all the gaslighting and manipulation I missed before. I DID EVERYTHING FOR HIM AND HIS KIDS!!!! he did nothing for me but buy me shit (manipulation) and bitch at me ALL the time!!!! We went to dinner , only if I got the house cleaned , and only if HE wanted to!! Yet I was supposed to prove it ?!?!!! I guess I was supposed to prove that he can do whatever he wants to me , and I have no say...... Also, I never spent anything !!! He was in control of the money!!!! I wasn’t even supposed to buy myself lunch , I got an “allowance” for gas for work. I would just get paid, and I would have to ask for money!! He would transfer me $20 out of my paycheck. I never was allowed to buy myself anything , he did !! I never even heard about #financialabuse
until I filed for divorce!!!! That was the worst of his abuse!!!! I was so afraid to ask for money , I scrounged up change from his change jar for gas or lunch, and got told about that too 😭😭😭#smearcampaign #covertnarcissist #compulsiveliar #financialabuse #flyingmonkeys #narcopath #narcissist #narcissisticabuse #gaslighting #manipulation #blameshifting #emotionalvampires #emotionalabusesurvivor
He sent me a horrible controlling text message before this text.. I said I would agree before actually reading that degrading #controlling
BS ! He came home in the meanest voice you could possibly imagine and said “what’s for dinner?” I lost it !!!! Said no way we are done, and the memory of the rest of that night is gone. I #wokeup
I thank god everyday , I woke up. #💜 I am telling my story not for sympathy... but I HAVE A VOICE NOW !!! I am speaking out !!!! I am using my voice. I am not silenced anymore !!!