#strongerthanmyeatingdisorder

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FDOE! Today I’m traveling to a different city in my country. It’s where I always spend my summer vacations and it’s also where I first got my ED.. so wish me luck that this summer goes better than the last. Because I know for sure my dad will not let me return home unless I get weight restored this summer. Everyone will also be watching my every move of when I eat and ho much I exercise. Ughh... honestly, wish me luck.. #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
#dinner - Chicken in Spanish sauce with onions, mushrooms and rice 🍚 Still quite depressed, but not as bad as I was yesterday. I think I need to let go a bit more and make sure I’m not counting calories because I keep feeling like I’m eating too much and I’m greedy, which just isn’t true. Just because things are hard it doesn’t mean I’m giving up 💪🏻 #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #food #foodporn #fooddiary #foodblog #foodblogger #eat #eatittobeatit #edrecovery #tasty #yum #yemek #anoreksiya #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anorexiafighter #lezzet #fuckanorexia #foodphotography #edwarrior #edrecovery #meal #healthy #healthyfood #healthymeal
#breakfast - Porridge with a full banana 🍌 and BISCOFF SPREAD 😋 found it the other day and couldn’t wait to try it on Porridge! I’ve not been doing well lately which is annoying because last week was really good, I felt normal a lot of the time and I could really see the light at the end of the tunnel. Now I’m struggling to again. I just want to be happy. Body image is kind of bad too. Anyway, I’m hoping I can make this week a good one 💪🏻 #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #food #foodporn #fooddiary #foodblog #foodblogger #eat #eatittobeatit #edrecovery #tasty #yum #yemek #anoreksiya #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anorexiafighter #lezzet #fuckanorexia #foodphotography #edwarrior #edrecovery #healthy #healthyfood #healthybreakfast #porridge #oats #oatmeal #biscoff
OKAAY! Guess what guys! I have the BIGGEST #recoverywin i ever had. I ate cheese pizza for the first time in a year. I was afraid but then i enjoyed it i had 5 PIECES OF PIZZA! Can you believe it? I punched Ana in the face 💪💪 also before i ate pizza i had some garlic cheese bread 🤤🤤 I’m having big troubles with my recovery but today i just face one of my fear foods and that’s enough for me for today. My eating disorder is trying to bring me back where i was and i was about to do it but how is it all about? Why an skinny body looks better than a chubby one? I mean all the bodies are beautiful and i have to learn to love myself. I was born this way. I have to love the way i am and not hate me. I may not have thigh gaps or a beautiful belly. I hace stretch marks, i have a big tummy, i don’t have thigh gaps and my arms are kinda bigger. But thats me. That is Soph. I’m here to be happy, to follow my dreams and to enjoy life. So why can’t you stop listening your Ed and start loving everything about you. You’re perfect just the way you are. Please love yourself and you will win this battle. You lead your life! Show your Ed who leads this 🎉 . . . #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveringlife #eatingdisorderfighter #eatingdisorderwarrior #anorexiarecovering #edrecovery #edfam #edfamily #recovery #ana #anorexiafighter #anafighter #kickinganasass #anawarrior #edwarrior #edfighter #beatinged #anorexianervosarecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #recoveryispossible #anorexiasucks #eatingdisordersupport #fightingana #foodblogger #anorexiarecover #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeatit #choosingrecovery #foodporn
#breakfast - Bread with full fat cheese spread, ham and jalapeños. I ate so much last night so I wasn’t hungry when I woke up, but I had the most INTENSE cravings for savoury things since I ate a lot of sweet things last night. Not compensating and listening to my cravings 💪🏻 #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #food #foodporn #fooddiary #foodblog #foodblogger #eat #eatittobeatit #edrecovery #tasty #yum #yemek #anoreksiya #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anorexiafighter #lezzet #fuckanorexia #foodphotography #edwarrior #edrecovery #healthyfood #healthy #healthybreakfast
#pintparty no. 5 for my #nightsnack tonight! ~ Ben and Jerry’s moophoria chocolate cookie dough🍫🍪🍦This was sooo good, didn’t taste like it was lower calorie at all! I think it’s my second favourite pint I’ve had after the normal cookie dough 🍪 I’ve eaten SO MUCH today, but I’ve just been kind of responding to every craving for the day, so it’s more than I’d normally eat by a lot. I found lotus biscoff spread reduced and ate almost half the jar 😅 After I had the frostino at Costa my ed voice was so loud, I didn’t love it as much as I thought I would plus it made me really cold lol, so I thought it was a “waste of calories” 🙄 My ed voice told me I couldn’t afford to put on any more weight, but I’m fighting it so I saw this pint was half price, so why not? 😋 #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #food #foodporn #fooddiary #foodblog #foodblogger #eat #eatittobeatit #edrecovery #tasty #yum #yemek #anoreksiya #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anorexiafighter #lezzet #fuckanorexia #foodphotography #edwarrior #edrecovery #nightsnack #benandjerrys #icecream
Big challenge in Costa with my mum and auntie - A lemon muffin 🍋🧁 and a Belgian chocolate frostino with whipped cream! So scary but I need to face those fears 💪🏻 When the lady asked me if I wanted whipped cream I was so scared and nervous but I mean why wouldn’t you get whipped cream? I always did before. I also had a bite of my mum’s chocolate chip cookie which was amazing 🍪 Usually we go to Greggs but I have so many things I want to try from Costa. Now I’m going to do some shopping ☺️ #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #food #foodporn #fooddiary #foodblog #foodblogger #eat #eatittobeatit #edrecovery #tasty #yum #yemek #anoreksiya #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anorexiafighter #lezzet #fuckanorexia #foodphotography #edwarrior #edrecovery #recoverywin #cafe #muffin #costa #lemonmuffin #cake #coffee
Starting my day with colour 🌈👊🏻 #breakfast was a layered Greek style peach and passion fruit yogurt 🍑 a pink lady apple 🍎 a banana 🍌 a peach 🍑 (under the grapes lol) grapes 🍇 a kiwi 🥝 and strawberries 🍓 Nothing more refreshing 😋 Weight update: Gained 0.6kg since last week 💪🏻 #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #food #foodporn #fooddiary #foodblog #foodblogger #eat #eatittobeatit #edrecovery #tasty #yum #yemek #anoreksiya #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anorexiafighter #lezzet #fuckanorexia #foodphotography #edwarrior #edrecovery #healthy #healthyfood #healthybreakfast #yogurtbowl #fruit #meyve
#wholechocolatebarparty no.8- 🍫Cadbury’s dairy milk Oreo 🍫 Went out with some friends earlier, had a really good time and had some Oreos for the first time in ages and it made me want this 😋 Trying this bar for the first time and it’s really good, one of my favourites by far!😊 Also had an early dinner so I could meet with my friends because timings don’t matter and as @recovery_lanex says, you should eat around your life, not live around when you eat! 💪🏻 #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #food #foodporn #fooddiary #foodblog #foodblogger #eat #eatittobeatit #edrecovery #tasty #yum #yemek #anoreksiya #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anorexiafighter #lezzet #fuckanorexia #foodphotography #edwarrior #edrecovery #cadbury #chocolate #çikolata #oreo
I challenge myself again with peanut butter! Yeah it ate peanut butter! At first i felt so nervous but then i just though it’s peanut butter. It won’t hurt me. Yesterday it was the first time I tried it and to be honest i feel in love. Also lately I’ve been thinking some stuff and i hope i could share it with you as soon as i can ❤️ Please keep fighting and kick your Ed’s butt. It wont win this YOU will WIN this battle. Let’s get back our life. Food is not the enemy, your Ed is! 💪 . . . . #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveringlife #eatingdisorderfighter #eatingdisorderwarrior #anorexiarecovering #edrecovery #edfam #edfamily #recovery #ana #anorexiafighter #anafighter #kickinganasass #anawarrior #edwarrior #edfighter #beatinged #anorexianervosarecovery #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #recoveryispossible #anorexiasucks #eatingdisordersupport #fightingana #foodblogger #peanutbutter #fuckana #recoveryisworthit #eatittobeatit #choosingrecovery #recoverywin
FINALLY A FULL DAY OF EATING!! FDOE! The only thing unpictured is an extra spoon of PB with the breakfast and two mint flavored gums during the day :3 The inside of the schnitzel was filled with smoked meat, cheese and red onion btw! IT WAS SO TASTYYY!!! P.S: Didn’t track calories today #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
#dinner - Salmon fillet 🐟 potatoes 🥔 and salad with green pepper, spring onion and tomato 🍅🥗 + added sweet chilli sauce after 🌶 I’ve had a really good day today! 😊 For lunch I ordered a sandwich which was one of the ones that is lower in calories and not as filling as a baguette or bap (not restricting but it’s just what I felt like having) and so I was going to get some popcorn with it but they didn’t have any so I got a muffin with icing! 🧁 Plus they accidentally gave me a strawberry milkshake which I also drank! 🍓🥛 It was more than my usual lunch but it didn’t bother me at all and I realised it really doesn’t matter if I eat more sometimes. I had a lot of energy for the afternoon so I had fun with my friends 😊 #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #food #foodporn #fooddiary #foodblog #foodblogger #eat #eatittobeatit #edrecovery #tasty #yum #yemek #anoreksiya #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anorexiafighter #lezzet #fuckanorexia #foodphotography #edwarrior #edrecovery #healthy #healthyfood #healthymeal #meal
#breakfast - Cornflakes and Frosties with banana 🍌 Yesterday I initially had a really good day! It was sunny for once ☀️ I felt like I ate a little more than usual but it just didn’t bother me, I had fun with my friends, I did my maths test and I think it went ok and I found out that I might be able to go on a German trip with my school in December because apparently they have enough spaces for everyone to go that applied! In the evening I started to feel really sick though 🙄 Today is my second day trying to stop drinking coffee ☕️ I wanted to see if it would have any health benefits for me, plus I feel like my ed can sometimes cling onto it and use it as an appetite suppressant. I hope you have a good day! 💛 #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoveryispossible #food #foodporn #fooddiary #foodblog #foodblogger #eat #eatittobeatit #edrecovery #tasty #yum #yemek #anoreksiya #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #anorexiafighter #lezzet #fuckanorexia #foodphotography #edwarrior #edrecovery #cereal #healthy #healthyfood #healthybreakfast
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