#strongerthanmymind

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FDOE! Today I’m traveling to a different city in my country. It’s where I always spend my summer vacations and it’s also where I first got my ED.. so wish me luck that this summer goes better than the last. Because I know for sure my dad will not let me return home unless I get weight restored this summer. Everyone will also be watching my every move of when I eat and ho much I exercise. Ughh... honestly, wish me luck.. #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
FINALLY A FULL DAY OF EATING!! FDOE! The only thing unpictured is an extra spoon of PB with the breakfast and two mint flavored gums during the day :3 The inside of the schnitzel was filled with smoked meat, cheese and red onion btw! IT WAS SO TASTYYY!!! P.S: Didn’t track calories today #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
Most of my FDOE with some missing parts :3 Today I feel like a weights gotten off my chest for a personal reasons UwU •Highlight of the Day: I talk to my ALL TIME Bestie on the phone for a little over three hours and I reeaaaally missed talkin to her since I didn’t see her for over two years I guess! If you have any friends you miss, don’t feel embarrassed or ashamed to go ahead and be the one starting the convo. Lots of Love♥️ #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
(NOT A FDOE! And today is one of the rare days that I passed 5000 calories! 5050 to be exact) Dinner was another recreation after a loooong time! I’ve beeen wanting to recreate that pic for a pooong time but never had the perfect colored broccoli so of course I immediately did when I got that XD Thanks to @amy_recovery_ for posting dat pic😇 #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
HDOE (yes half :3) I was in a rush the whole day but I managed to take pics of these :))) •Highlight of the Day: I took time to myself and my mom’s high school bestie (I see her as my second mom) gave me a great massage and I enjoyed it! My bones hurt a little when they kept pushing at the ground tho :/ MORE OF A REASON TO RECOVER!! SO YOU ENJOY YOURSELF WITHOUT PAIN!!!! #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
A simple FDOE! The only thing unpictured is the sour cream I had with my Lunch/Dinner. The thing is, more than half of the day was spent at ballet again. Sooooooo that’s why there isn’t too much food. •Highlight of the Day: I ate my porridge on my bed instead of in the kitchen! And purposely made it 200 more calories than my usual ones!!! #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
Pretty much a half day of eating. I had Many unpictured many meals too but the pictures ones themselves are still REALLY challenging so yah... •Highlight of the day: TWICE I ate when my friend in front of my wasn’t •Fear Food Win of the day: WHOLE MILK!!! (Even tho taste and bloating wise I still prefer lactose free :/ ) #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
Some part of what I ate today, not all but still many challenges and fear foods •I didn’t do my home workout today which I’ve been doing consistently for the past 3 months or more •I challenged my fear of borek without veggies (the dough pastry thingies with fillings) AND my fear of a caramel macchiato from Starbucks WITH the syrup! Even if lactose free. #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
FDOE!!!! •OKKEEEE TODAY WAS AGAIN one of my biggest challenges yet! I had half of both the types of schnitzels, so I technically had 1 full and I had a dessert right after even if I was full! Everything was tasty but all the calories were unknown!! Exept for breakfast, no calories were counted! I mean how could I XD It’s impossible to count with so many unknown shit. We also bought some of the matcha cookies in the 5th picture and some activated Carbon cookies for home and i may have some tomorrow :3 Today i’m just very full and bloated and tired and I still can’t believe what a day it was considering I was afraid of apples like 250 days ago! Wow... #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #anawho #anabegone #nourishtoflourish #scalesdontmatter #recoveryed #recoveringanorexic #IAMNOT1in5
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