Sometimes Ah.... jus' magically, o’ should Ah say foolishly, forget 'bout mah curse. O' course such incidents happen very rarely. But still...
These moments of weakness Ah hate an’ dread the most.
Ah put mah guards down, Ah relax fo' a second, fo' one damn second Ah let mahself think o' something else...
Then it happens.
Ah absorb someone accidentally.
A stranger who brushes his hand or his shoulder against mah bare skin as we walk past each other.
Luckily, this kind o' contact never lasts long enough fo' the stranger tah be seriously affected.
But Ah... fo’ me it’s different.
The trickiest part is that mah mind doesn't even register the process o' absorption, because it is merely a second, an' Ah understand what Ah've done only when Ah end up doin' things that Ah would never do on mah own free will.
Smokin'. Like Ah’ve done a few times after absorbin’ the swamp rat.
O' drinkin' beer. That’s usually thanks tah Logan.
O' starin' at ridiculously pink high heels an' actually dreamin' 'bout buyin' them. Frost? Is that what ya always think of?
Some could say it’s absolutely nothing tah worry ‘about. But these incidents... they catch me off guard. They scare me because it seems like Ah disappear in the whisperin' voices o' the psyches livin' in mah head.
Ah do what they wanna do, say what they would say. Think what they would think.
Sometimes Ah even doubt if it's really me who prefers black coffee? Because Ah still vividly remember the times Ah enjoyed drinkin’ tea...or that was not me either?
It feels like...slowly, but surely Ah'm drownin' in that ocean o' voices that go louder an' louder with each day.
An’ Ah’m inevitably becomin’ the combined effort o' everyone Ah've ever absorbed.
An’ a future like this doesn’t look promisin’.
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